⚓ Writing Book Three of The Crimson Legacy: Battling Burnout, Life, and the Weight of Dreams
A Slower Journey Than Planned
When I first began drafting Book Three of The Crimson Legacy, I had bold plans, clear goals, and a heart full of creative energy. But sometimes, life gently—and not-so-gently—reminds us that we aren’t machines. We’re human. And being human means navigating unexpected challenges, shifting priorities, and showing ourselves grace when things don’t go exactly as planned.
Today, I find myself five chapters in. That might not sound like much to some, but every one of those chapters has been hard-won. Between working in healthcare, healing from an injury, and holding space for my family, my time and energy are stretched thin.
The Battle Between Passion and Reality
Writer’s block is real—but even more real is emotional and mental fatigue. There are days when I sit down at my computer, ready to dive back into the world of Ambrose and her crew, only to be met with… nothing. My mind simply says, “Not today.”
And on those days, I try to be kind to myself. Because as much as I love writing—as much as it’s part of my identity—I also wear many hats: mother, wife, caregiver, advocate, healthcare worker, and indie author. Promotion, marketing, engagement—it all falls on my shoulders. And that weight is heavy.
Adjusting Goals & Embracing Grace
I’ll be honest. The goals I set for this book were probably a bit overzealous. I imagined faster progress, a smoother ride. But instead, I’ve had to slow down, breathe deeper, and remind myself that dreams don’t have to happen on a deadline to be valid.
This book matters to me—deeply. And because of that, I want to do it justice. Even if it takes longer than I had hoped.
Family First, Always
Family has always come first for me. There are moments when I have to step away from the keyboard to show up for my children, my grandchildren, my husband. And that’s not a failure. That’s being true to my values.
Still, I’d be lying if I said it didn’t hurt to hit pause on a dream. Some days, I feel like I’m falling behind not just on a manuscript, but on a promise I made to myself. That’s the part that stings.
But then I remember—writing is a part of who I am, not all that I am. And the story will still be there when I return.
Looking Ahead with Hope
So here I am, five chapters deep, with a story burning inside me. I don’t know how long the road to the final page will be—but I know I’ll get there. The Crimson Legacy means too much to me to give up now.
To anyone else trying to balance life, work, and creativity: you’re not alone. It’s okay to move at your own pace. It’s okay to feel tired. What matters is that you keep going—even if it’s just one word at a time.
Thank you for being part of this journey with me. Your support means more than I can say.
Until next time Lovelies!
Always Ambrose Fider